Long Time No Blog

It's been a while since I last blogged. Honestly, these pregnancy hormones are really getting me down. So everyday I just don't feel like doing anything at all. I love babies, and I love that I'm pregnant, but pregnancy just makes me blow up and get so unattractive that I can't wait until it's over. I'd rather buy a brown paper bag to put over my head, than shop maternity clothes. Okay, maybe I'm exaggerating, but I really hardly recognize myself anymore when I look in the mirror. Drama, I know! But I am literally counting days until I give birth (123 days to go as we speak). 

My countdown says 13 more days until christmas. Sad to say, I don't feel the the christmas spirit AT ALL. One reason is that my husband is away this year, but he did promise that its going to be our first and last christmas to be apart, otherwise our Euro trip is going to be closer than we planned. Hah! :)

Another reason is that I didn't get to do any christmas shopping this year. I even left the gift-buying for my Kaden this year up to my mom, which makes me really sad because I love buying stuff for Kaden! My ob gyne advised me against long walks because I'm getting early contractions and I feel pain on my stomach every now and then, especially when I get stressed out [even when I'm not]. So, this holiday season I'm stuck at home or at duty while everybody else is having fun with their christmas shopping. :( I'm so glum. 

The only upside to this is... uhm I'm probably gonna get a nice christmas present from my absentee husband because he's overcome by guilt? :) Aside from that, the thought that our new baby boy is going to be with us soon makes me [and Kaden] sooooo happy and excited! By the end of January [which is next month already!] I will start preparing the baby things and I can't wait. 

Okay, that's it for now. I just wanted to touch base with my readers, or rather, my loyal friends :) 

Merry Christmas you all! 

I miss you, Art. :( 

xoxo,

:)