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Saturday, November 15, 2008

I'm All Kinds of Sad :(


Art just left this morning and now I'm so miserable! 


Funny because by now I should be used to it since it's already the fourth time for us to say our temporary goodbyes to each other [after January, May, & July]. But I haven't been this sad ever :( Maybe it's just the pregnancy hormones making me sensitive and emotional. 

I am now certain that I hate HATE long distance relationships, and I hate long distance marriages more! :( 


I miss my husband soooooo baddd already and its only been hours... :(


I don't feel like doing much anymore. I just wanna sleep and wake up in January...


But January seems to be a loooong time from now. :(



Monday, November 3, 2008

Unexpected Baby News :)

Earlier today we decided to have my monthly checkup a week earlier since we're leaving for Manila on Wednesday. As of today, I'm only 16 weeks pregnant so I never really expected the doctor to be able to tell the sex this early on. So when she said, "I can already see the baby's sex!" I knew right away what it was because only one gender can be detected with certainty before 20 weeks of pregnancy.




Pooof! and there went my fantasies of shopping cutesy adorable little girly dresses in pink and purple. Gotta dig up Kaden's baby clothes soon.

I should have taken a picture of Art's reaction when he found out. He wants a baby boy sooo bad, so he, Kaden, and the baby could share their "toys".

He looked so excited while I was in a daze. I had my heart set on a baby girl, and so does Kaden (he sounds so cute saying "baby sister" so excitedly). When Art asked me if I was happy, I had to be honest and said "Well, I'm really happy for you but I'm kinda disappointed for me." He just laughed at me.

Now, I'm also getting excited about our coming baby boy. I pray he comes out healthy, that's all that's important. I'm slowly telling Kaden that he's getting a baby brother instead of a baby sister, but he got confused and is now expected both a baby sister and a baby brother. He holds up his fingers and says, "TWO babies, mommy."

Uh-oh.